I talk to Janet every Wednesday
Spent fortunes on my headaches and
Self-help books

I think about you on my worst days
You just call me on birthdays
Like we’re all good

I’m rehearsing
Exactly what to say
And it’d be perfect
If it was to your face
But I’d bet good money
You’re not losing sleep

Are you, always losing it in public too?
Are you leaving to breakdown in the bathroom?
I know I’m crying, are you?
Are you cringing every time you hear my name?
Or are you living it up cause it’s all the same?
I know I’m crying are you?

I’m white knuckled on the highway
Nervous wreck in my way
It’s nothing new

You fall asleep watching the TV
Probably having good dreams
Like I can’t do

I’m rehearsing
Exactly what to say
And it’d be perfect
If it was to your face
But I’d bet good money
You’re not losing sleep

Are you, always losing it in public too?
Are you leaving to breakdown in the bathroom?
I know I’m crying, are you?
Are you cringing every time you hear my name?
Or are you living it up cause it’s all the same?
I know I’m crying are you?

Are you?
I know I’m crying are you?
Are you?
I know I’m crying are you?

Are you, always losing it in public too?
Are you leaving to breakdown in the bathroom?
I know I’m crying, are you?

Are you, always losing it in public too?
Are you leaving to breakdown in the bathroom?
I know I’m crying, are you?
Are you cringing every time you hear my name?
Or are you living it up cause it’s all the same?
I know I’m crying are you?

Other lyrics by August Ponthier:

Angry Man

I built a time machine Without even trying It’s powered by a slamming door And the silent treatment Gut feeling like I’ve done something bad It’s so …

Betty

Seven long years, in another life We were students going through it Learning how to hide I kinda felt weird about myself back then It’s tough in Texas when …

Bloodline

I’m am just a lost kid Who looks like a woman With no five-year plan I’m making up for hobbies And the birthday parties That I never had Everything I’m …

Everywhere Isn't Texas

Cat had my tongue And put me in a choke hold Forever young Only speak when you are so told For there’s elders here And they’re looking down And you …

Everywhere Isn't Texas (Reprise)

Everywhere isn’t Texas But it’s where the seed was sown To fight despite the home Everywhere isn’t Texas Cuz they words and laws they wrote …