Sometimes I think I need a doctor
‘Cause I’ve been down
A pill for pain, or maybe something softer
To straighten me out
I’m looking at the peace I’m tryna foster
And I have my doubts
‘Cause I tried to find myself, and then I lost her
So now I’m unfound
But I’ve been working through my feelings
I’m staying calm, tryna regulate my breathing
‘Fore it’s over, learn composure, start to think before I speak, and
Evaluate the company I’m keeping
And I’ve been wading through the water
Remember when I talk to myself I’m somebody’s daughter
Sister, someone’s lover, and so many peoples’ friend
Yeah, I’ve been tryna make amends
‘Cause I’ve been up at night more than I’ve ever been
And I’ve been feeling right, but then it’s straight back to hell again
I’ve been putting up a fight
Thought it would get better then
Pretty sure I need a cure
But don’t know if it’s magic or medicine
Sometimes I think I need religion
I’ve lost my faith
In everything
I’m looking for some wisdom
So I can find my way
Yeah, I’ve been feeling insecure
‘Cause I’ve got plenty, but I’m stuck here wanting more
For more
Still looking for more
(Battling my mind) and calling it a war
But I’ve been working through my feelings
Yeah, I’m staying calm, tryna regulate my breathing
‘Fore it’s over, learn composure, start to think before I speak, and
Evaluate the company I’m keeping
And I’ve been wading through the water
Remember when I talk to myself I’m somebody’s daughter
Sister, someone’s lover, and so many peoples’ friend
Yeah, I’ve been tryna make amends
‘Cause I’ve been up at night more than I’ve ever been
And I’ve been feeling right, but then it’s straight back to hell again
I’ve been putting up a fight
Thought it would get better then
Pretty sure I need a cure, but don’t know if it’s magic or medicine
Other lyrics by Hope Tala:
A Story To Tell / Where I Begin
I’ve been searching for meaning, I Been lying awake at night, oh Tryna turn reason into rhyme But I can’t quite seem to find The answer to set me free Know …
Bad Love God
I swear I try to be good, must be misunderstood Always do what I’m told I swear I try to be holy, they just don’t know me Here’s how it goes …
Breaking Isn't What A Heart Is For
Turning all your words to weapons When I’m only asking questions I waved my flag, ‘cause loving you is war At first the drama thrilled me But I just …
Fall Too Hard
There’s something about you That leaves me breathless But I should be cautious ‘Cause sometimes I’m reckless You light me up like that All the things we …
Growing Pains (Prologue)
Tryna grow a thicker skin Tryna get out this predicament I’m in Like I don’t even know where I should begin At the start or in the middle, a poem or the …