You wanted the best, but it wasn’t me
I’ll take these thoughts and drown them out before you see
The tone is set, it’s never easy
I get the feeling this all happened in a dream
No, needed more than an afterglow
The hesitation in my step I can’t erode
Just so you know, I’m not doing too well
I hide it just a little too well
I hope you know, I’m not doing too well
No, I’m not doing too well
It’s a flood light, flood light, flood light
Shining on me every day, every night, all the time
Ain’t it a fun life, fun life, fun life?
I’m wondering, wouldn’t I be better off in the dark all the time?
The tone is set, too addicted to leave
Now it’s underneath my skin controlling me
I don’t see the use, I don’t know where I’m going
I’m selfish, so I blame everyone else for it
I don’t see the use and I don’t see a sign
I’ve been waiting and waiting for stars to align
No, I’m not doing too well
I hide it just a little too well
I hope you know, I’m not doing too well
No, I’m not doing too well
It’s a flood light, flood light, flood light
Shining on me every day, every night, all the time
Ain’t it a fun life, fun life, fun life?
I’m wondering, wouldn’t I be better off in the dark all the time?
What good is a bad dream if I never get to wake up?
Someone get the lights off me, fade me away
What good is a bad dream? Do I ever get to wake up?
Will I ever wake up?
Just so you know, I’m not doing too well
I hide it just a little too well
I hope you know, I’m not doing too well
No, I’m not doing too well
It’s a flood light, flood light, flood light
Shining on me every day, every night, all the time
Oh, and it’s a fun, fun, fun, fun, fun life
Will I ever be better off, better off, better off, better off?
Other lyrics by I See Stars:
Afterdark
I know the words to this song So I’ll sing them with you Driving around your city The one in which you grew You left the party early I’ll see you in my dreams …
Anomaly
I always knew that I’d run Suspend these thoughts and move on I’m one in a million I’m always the villain I always knew that I’d run Descending …
Curtain Call
Will you ever love Will you ever love me? Will you ever love Will you ever love me? Will you ever love Will you ever love me? Will you ever love Race you to the bottom …
D4MAGE DONE
Take one There’s a million people in my head Another million people in my bed I think they nearly heard every word I said Every word I said Hiding behind blue …
Drift
You’re drifting far out of focus You’re whispering something cautious This feeling of feeling nothing Void stricken with the door wide open I’m not the …