I’m disappearing
In the grocery store
20 years ago in this grocery store
I stood right where I stand today
In the patterned tiles see my mother’s face
Got a gatorade as the checker waits
I look up at the pearly gates
I had only just turned 11
But God came down and spoke to me
“You’re not getting to heaven”
All my
Selfish
Salivation
Comes back to pull me up and out of here
But I won’t
Stay here
Soaked in
Patience
I will come and pull you out of there
Maybe I could get myself out of here
Give myself up to you and be just what you need
If I’m taking my life
If I’m taking my fear
Who am I ready to leave be
All I know is my fate is sealed
Not a blossom burst
From a barren field
I’ve got tight ass pants
And some big ass shoes
It was born of greed
I can birth it too
It’s the second move I make today
I savor what I take don’t break my spell
First time ever felt this weight and fell
Right down into the cage I could make it for myself
All my
Selfish
Salivations
Come back to pull me up and out of here
But I won’t
Stay here
Soaked in
Patience
Who am I really ready to leave behind
Finally
Finally
Finally
Is there not some one to call
Finally caving the jaw
Maybe I could get myself out of here
Give myself up to you and be just what you need
If I’m taking my life
If I’m taking my fear
Who am I ready to leave behind
If I’m taking my life
Back into my own fucking hands
Who am I ready to leave behind
Who am I ready to leave tonight
Moments I can’t believe my hands
Moments I can’t believe my voice
I leave myself at home when I go out to

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