Looking for answers in tarot decks
Somebody said there’s a drug for that
Just take on the roll as the crazy ex
Cuz all’s fair in love on the internet

Too old to start smoking cigarettes
Learning to cope with the fear of death
Drunk on delusions, just pirouette
All around the bare naked truth of it

Cuz it feels like, you’re never learning
You’re falling, for the same kind of person
And swear you’ll wake up someone different
But find yourself back to bad habits
Like they’re an old friend
See you at rock bottom again

Same affirmations you’ve heard again
Good things will come, you’re deserving them
Good things will come, you’re deserving them
Just wish you could believe a word of them

It feels like you’re never honest
So you slide
Back into feelings that
Feel like how can you tell someone
Something you can’t tell yourself

And it feels like, you’re never learning
You’re falling, for the same kinda person
And swear you’ll, wake up someone different
You find yourself back to bad habits
Like they’re an old friend
See you at rock bottom again

Cuz it feels like, you’re never learning
You’re falling, for the same kind of person
And swear you’ll wake up someone different
But find yourself back to bad habits
Like they’re an old friend
See you at rock bottom again

Other lyrics by lovelytheband:

day run out

Frank Ocean in the background while I shower And I’m watching you dress I laugh when you freak out about your hair Because you’re cute when you’re …

dear, my future self

I hope you have the time of your life Hope you’re having fun in the prime of your life right now Hope you get some sleep sometimes Had yourself some kids and you …

fake it

Should I fake it? I’m getting older, right? Be complacent, not put up a fight Yeah, I’m jaded, been through this a hundred times But should I fake it, fake it …

feel like summer

Sundress, hot mess You’ve got me flowing when you float pass, oh yes Stringing the moments like a Kodak, no lie You’ve got me waiting for you, it’s true …

make it real

I don’t deserve love, do I deserve to hurt so much at night? Will I ever be enough? Will I ever feel good about my life? I could open up and tell you how I feel But …