Rumours go round
I’m dizzy with these stories that I’ve heard
(Keeping you still close
Even though you’ve gone)

Can’t play it down
Pretending I’m not hooked on every word
(Followed by ghosts of you
Your shadow haunts me)

How do you find (how do you find)
This power play that keeps us intertwined
(Do you hear of me too?
Are you thinking of me like I think of you?)

Plays on my mind (plays on my mind)
I’m grounded but I’m falling every time
Now you’re out of my life

Now you’re out
Now
Now you’re out
Now
Now you’re out
Now
Now you’re out
(now)

I’m hoping one day I can let you go
Maybe not
Now that you’re gone
You’ve never been more there
(gone)
You’ve never been more there
(gone)
Never showed up, always on your terms
You’ve never been more there
Never showed up, always on your terms
You’ve never been more there
Gone
You’ve never been more there
Gone
You’ve never been more there

Other lyrics by Maddie Ashman:

behind closed eyes

Strike a match be- hind closed eyes cause Roses don’t wilt if they don’t grow Don’t keep too close I I won’t let you near I I In my head a concert keeps me up at night …

blossom

cymer fi (take me) adref (homewards) blodeuyn (blossom) blodeuyn (blossom) blodeuwedd (blossomfaced) blodeuyn (blossom) blodeuyn (blossom) blodeuwedd (blossomfaced) …

bonfire

I am I return travelling to relearn memories oh so furled like a fern bonfire starting to burn I want to find her grandmother unwind her what if this green otherworld …

dark

hide hide and run we are always hiding from her ride ride ’til my blah mama goes child child come in look at your wild hair why why why I’ve been out out mama …

horizon

girl from the east come girl from these border lands come and be free come England’s girl and the woman with her with her with her mother with her with her mother …