A mental diary, 18th of August, 2020:
I’m fucking… so… just done, man. If there wasn’t people fucking nearby I could start crying. Easy. There’s like tears right there man, ready to go…
I’m sitting in the midland’s sky praying for a change
My teardrops keep on falling just like the pouring rain
I didn’t know it then but I was in my darkest days
So I write my dreams on paper planes and let them fly away
Singing “Oh, Hallelujah”
I wish I knew that heavy hearts
Maxed credit cards
Will go away
Singing “Oh, Hallelujah”
Thank God I knew when life gets hard
I’ll wear the scars
Of yesterday
I’ll write my dreams on paper planes
Send them up, up and away
Singing “Oh, Hallelujah” it’s okay
It’s all gonna be okay
My mind is like a wrecking ball, destruction in its way
And I’ve been working fourteen hours for just as many days
My brother sees my crying, but it’s not that kind of pain
So I write my dreams on paper planes and let them fly away
Singing “Oh, Hallelujah”
I wish I knew that heavy hearts
Maxed credit cards
Will go away
Singing “Oh, Hallelujah”
Thank God I knew when life gets hard
I’ll wear the scars
Of yesterday
I’ll write my dreams on paper planes
Send them up, up and away
Singing “Oh, Hallelujah” it’s okay
It’s all gonna be okay
And… I just…
What the fuck?
Mentally and emotionally
Singing “Oh, Hallelujah”
I wish I knew that heavy hearts
Maxed credit cards
Will go away
Singing “Oh, Hallelujah”
Thank God I knew when life gets hard
I’ll wear the scars
Of yesterday
I’ll write my dreams on paper planes
Send them up, up and away
Singing “Oh, Hallelujah” it’s okay
It’s all gonna be okay
Other lyrics by Nathan Evans:
100 Miles
I don’t know, but I’ve been told True love waits forevermore Like first bloom in melting snow You’ll be waiting for me at home Remember back on the pact …
All Roads
Bright lights in a city that doesn’t know my name And I’m singing for my supper, living life from day to day Oh, it don’t feel so pretty when you gamble …
Angels’ Share
I still got your number in the favourites on my phone I know you won’t pick up but I hold onto the hope that you might Until the day I meet you in the sky Someone …
Arabella
There’s a girl from Aberfeldy, she’s got diamonds on her feet She wraps her wicked fingers around every man she meets She sways just like a serpent, …
Blood And Bone
We were wild ones, runnin’ in the pourin’ rain Bled for each other, but we felt no pain Built a fire out of hopes and dreams Climbed over mountains and sailed …