My body
Knew something I didn’t
Okay I knew, but
I wouldn’t admit it
You once told me
While watching our show
“You know that it’s over
As soon as the sex goes”
You’d call it a “dry spell”
When I wasn’t into it
You wallowed and whined
When I wouldn’t do it
All of my instincts
You somehow dulled
You made it so inconvenient
To say “no”
I’m getting back in my body
And getting my body back
I’m getting back in my body
And getting my body back
I’m getting back in my body
And getting my body back
You say that
It didn’t happen
The way I remember
The way that it happened
Then you walk it back
And say it wasn’t on purpose
A misunderstanding
A one off occurrence
You think you’re infallible
You think you’re a good guy
And that’s part of the problem
Reverse, attack, deny
You were supposed to keep
My body the safest
Now you’re another
Man who’s betrayed it
I’m getting back in my body
And getting my body back
I’m getting back in my body
And getting my body back
I’m getting back in my body
And getting my body back
I’m scared the next time I have sex
That I’ll end up crying
I’m scared that every man
Is secretly evil or lying
I fight with you in my head
In the shower while I’m driving
I hate that I’m cleaning your mess
While you pretend you’re thriving
When I told Ella what happened
She started crying for me
All I could think of was all the holes
You’d poke in my story
I don’t know why I care what you think
Or if you’ll believe me
I just wish you were sorry
I just want back my body
I’m getting back in my body
And getting my body back
I’m getting back in my body
And getting my body back
I’m getting back in my body
And getting my body back
You’ll never see this from my side
You’ll never admit your wrongs
You’ll hate my guts so much when
You finally hear this song
But I’m done making excuses
I’m done cutting you slack
I’m getting back in my body
And getting my body back
Other lyrics by Brye:
Apples
I joke about locking up the fridge and the pantry Camera in the kitchen, how dare you eat when you are hungry? The fridge is full of slim, fast drinks I’m eight …
Avoiding Attachment
Everyone I’ve ever loved has liked me more than I’ve liked them I’m never sure of what I want, and I think it might be happening again We’re in my …
Body Back
My body Knew something I didn’t Okay I knew, but I wouldn’t admit it You once told me While watching our show “You know that it’s over As soon as …
Cycle Breaker
You used to say that I Was too fragile for the world Now I think that you were just too Hard on me It’s all coming to me now It’s like I’m stuck in our …
Do It Again
I don’t think you realize the gravity Of the things that I am thinking I can’t breathe Suddenly my chest gets heavy I can’t sleep Up all night just …