Wake up, you must be dreaming
How in the world did it ever come to this?
Feeling this nothingness for what seems like the millionth time
Can’t figure anything out to save your life
It’s not alright
Everyone you’ve known
Everything you’ve ever loved
When all of it’s disappeared from view
You just wanna feel something, anything true, ooh

Can you feel it
Creeping up on you?
In the dead of night, keeps pushing through
Gotta be something you can do to stop it
Taking over you

Oh, I’m not alright
I just don’t wanna fix it today, ay
Oh, I know I’m not alright
I just don’t wanna fix it today, ay-ay

Now I’ve been left for dead
This is what I wanted all along, right?
I can’t seem to tell friend from family from foe
Was it ever supposed to be this way?
I don’t know
But I won’t see
‘Cause I’m not fully in control of that part of me
And I don’t care what this does to my life
Things seem better when I’m ten miles high

I can feel it
Creeping up on me
It’s coursing all throughout my veins
Not so subtly, I can feel it
Taking over me, ooh

Oh, I’m not alright
I just don’t wanna fix it today, ay-ay
Oh, I know I’m not alright
I just don’t wanna fix it today
(So let me go!) Oh, I’m not alright
I just don’t wanna fix it today, ay-ay
(Let me go!) Oh, I know I’m not alright

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