Have you been thinking ‘bout me?
Have I been on your mind like you’ve been on mine?
Dumb and blind to everything that I won’t defend
Is this really my life now that I don’t make amends?
Rock bottom’s close but I’ll never show it
I glow in the dark, don’t you know?
Can’t seem to find a better way to get up off this ledge
You’re still taking up all the blank space in my head
Oh, it’s way too cold outside
I don’t want to leave this place
Nothing feels the same when you’re not here
No, woah-oh-oh
Comatose under dim street lights
Lifeless now, flying through space
Nothing feels the same when you’re not here
No, woah-oh-oh
Nights like this make me wonder what could’ve been
In another life if I’d kept you here
Nights like this make me wonder what could’ve been
If I wasn’t so bad at keeping you near
Would you even think of coming back?
Or maybe that’s the worst thing I could ever ask, yeah
Now I’m so gone in my head and my heart’s replaced with dread
Could I really let you in?
Should I even leave this bed?
No point justifying, no
I pulled the pin, we’ve already blown
And I know that, my love, but they keep chipping away
Corrupt myself until I can’t feel
But it never disappears, no, no
Will I ever see the day?
(Nights like this) Oh, oh
(Nights like this) Ah-ooh, nights like this
(Nights like this) Make me wonder what could’ve been
(Nights like this)
Oh, nights like this make me wonder what could’ve been
In another life what were we, my friend?
Oh, nights like this make me wonder what could’ve been, oh
What could’ve been, what could’ve been
In another life where I didn’t lie to everyone
Maybe then it wouldn’t seem like I’m already dead and gone
Maybe then it wouldn’t feel like I’m losing, losing my mind
Losing control all the time
(God damnit)
(Fuck this-)
(Whatever)
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