If I wrote it down would it make sense?
It’s not the kind of thing to get right
But I’ve been chewing it for seven months
And feeling fragile like a first light
The moment that you notice changes
The pictures in your head
And now everything I’m hanging
Drowns in questioning
Was it easier to love me then?
It’s a foreign language fever dream
But I could measure it in emails
I want my mom and a god to agree
To stick and poke me with the details
Cuz I’m always looking past the edge
Sinking in myself
But now I’m caught up with a busted leg
Waiting to get well
I fucking hate it when I need help
I’m still in my bed
Writing the same songs over again
Slow tying this thread
How to get close without losing my step
And I’ve been running it on loop inside
Just to fuck it up again
I know it’s dumb to think I’m in control
But I don’t know what to do instead
And I so often find myself here
It seems to be my point of restart
Forcing myself to slow down
A torn Achilles and a broken heart
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Achilles And
If I wrote it down would it make sense? It’s not the kind of thing to get right But I’ve been chewing it for seven months And feeling fragile like a first …
Chamomile
Boil it off State commuter Through the thaw, it calls You’re a loser Settle down Leave the coffee on the shelf Exhale loudly So much better for your health But I …
Claritin
I left my shirt back in my room And I spread myself in dying bloom Till the sun came up and dried me out And I held my tongue and quiet down For a moment For a moment …
Coinstar
Spread out on my desk Trying to make sense of something I can’t decompress Cause if I have control I wanna share the weight with someone Breathing me in full Like …
Get Real Sleep
Kill the blue light Tighten up your feet Soften your bite Let your eyelids meet The day displayed Fractured and repeating No force, just lay Focus on your breathing …